Something  happened tonight.
In my avoidance of connecting I flew elsewhere so that I could hide. I couldn’t bear to be in the red coat anymore, instead morphing into a bird that no one knows or could find. But as I flew I found someone tonight who shared her deepest sadness of life in the most real and beautiful way and touched me so deeply that I felt it. I really felt it. I have struggled to feel anything. Numb and emotionless. As far from the girl I am as I could possibly be.
A stranger to myself.
But I really felt you and you made me feel like I wasn’t so alone in my sadness. I wasn’t looking for you.. but you found me. Thankyou!!!

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