Cancer is owning me

I feel so exhausted in watching people I love dying of cancer and seeing and feeling all the pain that comes with that.

I feel so exhausted in feeling the guilt and the sadness from mistakes I have made that have hurt others

I feel so exhausted in not feeling good enough, or worth being loved

I feel so exhausted in having to try harder, fight harder, be more.

I feel so exhausted in feeling alone

I feel so exhausted in being in this unforgiving, selfish and superficial world where caring feels like a weakness.

Today I just feel exhausted…

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